Le pathetique continues

I keep trying to write poems and I'm failing miserably. I've been thinking a lot; I could exaggerate  and say more so than usual, but let's refrain from that.
I can't write a poem about him. I think I've jinxed myself. All my poems have been written to those that haven't deserved me, and I want him to deserve me. But, I also want to get his attention which is why I really want to make this poem, or more like a song.
I'll see if Isma comes up with a melody for me to write lyrics for. That should help me a lot more.

In different but related news,

I met somebody. And he's quirky, and funny and smart and almost everything I could want from a guy. I know he's interested, but he's recently getting out of a relationship (or in the process) and I'm not sure how to deal with that if the moment came for me to deal with it.

In any case, I daydream a lot. So, there I am daydreaming about this new guy and then the thought enters my mind of the previous one. Seriously... What... the... fuck....?

I'm tired... I should get more sleep....