You know things are bad when....

You can't talk to nobody, except your ex.

Sometimes, you just want to be able to talk with somebody, share the good things and the bad things. But then that person just starts fading away, until you are left alone.

I tried talking to him, but his mind was off somewhere else, and I could be mid conversation and he would say he needed to go. That hurts, a lot.

So, I ended up emailing the person that never did that to me, my ex.

He actually replied and for 5 minutes made me feel better.

"Hang in there"

Seriously, how hard can it be for a person to say that?